The water is hot
and the
heat clings
to my skin and
turns it pink.
a blush to
my unnatural
skin.
The pink is
spreading through
the water
as
red drips
down my legs in
a steady stream. It
tickles the back of my calf
and I scratch.
There
are clots in the water.
Blood under
neath my nails.
My coffee is hot too
and everything
is warm
but I am
cold
blood on my
palms
sticks to the sides
of the bath and
my mug
and
still i
dig deeper with
my fingers.
it no longer
hurts
everything outside
feels warm and
I feel
very
cold.